Happy, Movies, Freezing, Changes.

Hello there,

So much is changing for me and not in a bad way!
I feel like things are starting to come together.
I have done some things I am not proud of and feel horrible about but at the same time, I am happy.
I need to do what is right for me and what I feel in my heart. I need to make sure I am okay and put myself first. (Even though some people say you should put others first).
Right now I am doing this for myself and I have people telling me it's wrong and that it makes them unhappy but it's not their life. It's mine.

Billy and I are no longer together, but we are still talking and still friends.
A LOT has happened really fast!

I go back to Cornwall in 2 days and I find out the results of my MRI in a week or 2...I'm nervous.
Since getting to Kingston I have been to the movie theatre 3 times, tomorrow will be the 4th.
I've seen,
1. Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters
2. Warm Bodies
3. Movie 43
and tomorrow I'll be seeing number 4, which is; Identity Thief.

I never thought I'd be this excited for my future, but I am (minus the MRI results, I'm nervous about that).
Speaking of my MRI; it was terrifying, they offered to put a cloth over my eyes so I couldn't see, I said yes, I was so scared. I was in the tube trying to breathe calmly and listen to the boring music they played and listening to the woman's breathing instructions. My eyes teared a few times and I tried not to panic because if I did I'd have had to start all over and I did NOT want to start all over again.

I am hanging out with my friend Nick later tonight which is always exciting because he's...well, Nick!
He can always make me laugh, mainly because he is as random or probably even more random then I am.
It snowed like crazy today and most schools were cancelled I heard, at least my sister stayed home.
I love snow, but it's just annoying after awhile, it doesn't help that I completely hate being cold.

Well, I'm going to semi-finish packing my suitcase and probably go sit in front of the fireplace, I feel like an ice cube.

Life Starts Now, am I ready?