Marianas Trench Concert, MRI, Problems.

Hello,

Things haven't exactly been going completely well for me lately...
We all know I'm sick a lot but recently I haven't been sleeping, I am either up ALL night and day or I get at most 3 hours of sleep, and I have been having a lot of nightmares, realistic, vivid and just awful nightmares...
I have also been getting horrible migraines and feeling very nauseous, I'm also really anxious.
I've been struggling a lot with who I am. I feel like I am losing myself and I am forgetting things a lot.
Almost like blacking out...but I think that is from lack of sleep. The problem is though that I CAN'T sleep. The migraines don't help but my mind kicks into overdrive at night and I can't clear my head.

This morning at 7:55 the fire alarm went off and everyone in residence had to evacuate out into the snowy cold weather. The best part is, I literally got 10 minutes of sleep. I finally fell asleep at 7:45, well, at least that was the last time I looked at the clock before the fire alarm went off.
we were out there until about a quarter after 8 and I came inside and laid in bed for a good hour and a half before finally falling back to sleep and got myself a good 2 hours of sleep or so.
Then my alarm went off for me to get ready for class.

I have an MRI next week, and me being little miss claustrophobic-pants doesn't help knowing I'll be in this super noisy tube for around 40 minutes...
I'll be in Kingston all week and missing classes, so I am talking to all my teachers this week about the assignments I am going to miss so I can stay on track while I am at home.

My friend is throwing a party on the first Saturday that I am back, so that should be a good distraction...though I don't drink...and I've never really "partied" before...So I will be the odd girl there, but I know some of the people that are going, so it shouldn't be too bad, they're my friends and I rarely see them now that I live almost 2 hours away.

I spend a lot of time writing now, more than I used to, in a journal, random poems and crappy songs....When I'm not writing I'm watching movies and TV shows online.
Anything to clear my head of my own problems and pull myself into someone else's life.

I am going to try to...I guess fix myself this February. I have a lot of things planned that I feel I need to do that could really help me.
I am good at messing things up and a lot of the time things backfire and blow up in my face.
But I am going to do everything I can because I am sick of this...

Moving on to a happier topic.
I have been receiving most of the things I purchased on eBay, I'm looking forward to making that "eBay Haul" video, it's pretty good for me to have something to look forward too.

Even more than that though;

I am going to see Marianas Trench on March 28th at the K-Rock Centre in Kingston.
I am beyond excited for that and Lexie will be coming with me!
Since we have no classes on Wednesday, we will probably go to Kingston on Tuesday night and stay until Sunday since the concert is on a Thursday night and we can't really go to all our Thursday classes and get to Kingston and the concert on time and we only have 1 class on Fridays.

I am going to watch more episodes of Lost Girl because I still have to catch up on a few more.

Life Starts Now, am I ready?

Goodies, College, MRI and YouTube

Hola!
So I got most of the things I ordered online the other day!
Just waiting on my eBay orders now, I already got 2 of them! :D
Besides eBay I ordered from Hot Topic, Just Fab, Body Candy and HBO shops!

I made a youtube video all about it :)
Which you can see, here:

Click here to see all my fabulous goodies!

Anyways, I have a Learning Coach this semester, I basically meet with her twice a week (Tuesday and Wednesday) and go over homework and such and she helps me out and gives me ideas and that sort of thing, I've only seen her twice so far, but the first meeting was to introduce ourselves and the second day we started working on any homework I have.
I also have Wednesdays off, no classes, which I love, I get a break in the middle of the week, I can get stuff done, or just relax, which is another reason I chose to meet with my learning coach on Wednesdays, to get my lazy butt out of bed! xD

My phone mad glitched the other day, I was doing homework and watching Bones online and as soon as the show ended I called Billy, as soon as I got a hold of him, he told me he had been trying to call me for a half an hour...I didn't receive a single call...nor did I receive any texts until I was on the phone with him, I was spammed by 4 different people...>.< That was pretty bad.

I went home for the weekend because I ran out of Ritalin and apparently according to the Shoppers here they cannot transfer that medication here, so I went home and got more at the Shoppers there, but the Shoppers in Kingston told my mom they could have done it here. So I'm pretty confused.
Though I am glad I went home, I love being with my family.

In other news, I have to set up an appointment to get an MRI, I want to just get that done because it's something I never wanted in the first place...So I am calling tomorrow to set everything up for that, I'm pretty nervous to be honest, I don't know what to expect...
First off, I am claustrophobic, so I will probably have a panic attack... Secondly, I have horrible luck, so I almost don't want to do it at all because of the whole Final Destination series but also because I don't really want to know. What if it's really bad? It could be nothing, but it could also be something...

Anyways, I made another youtube video about how to kill time before class which you can watch, here,

How to Kill Time Before Class

Life Starts Now, am I ready?

Piercings and Addictions

Hey there.
Lots of things going on right now...I guess I'll jump right in!

Over Winter break, more specifically, right before New Years, I got my lip pierced! Everyone knows I've wanted it done for years, even longer than I wanted my tongue pierced and I was 11 when I decided I wanted that xD
My parents aren't ecstatic about it, but I am!
I also re-pierced my smiley yesterday, finally.

Over the past few weeks, I've become more and more addicted to online shopping...it's horrible. If I owned a credit card, I would more then just in debt, the debt I'd be in would swallow me whole!
So thank God for Vanilla Prepaid MasterCards! But still, I shouldn't blow my money on random things online.
But when I receive everything I purchased I will make a youtube video, probably titled 'Online Shopping Haul/Addiction', Sounds like an appropriate title!
My favourite sites to buy from are of course; Hot Topic, but shipping prices are ridiculous! So that's rare lol, I love JustFab.com and Ebay as well...especially ebay xD

So I am back in Cornwall now for Semester 2 and I already miss home so much...Billy is coming to stay with me from the 11th to the 14th though :D I'm excited about that! He is sick right now though, but I'm hoping he is better before he comes to see me, not just because I get sick so easily, but because I hate when he is sick.

Well I guess I didn't have a lot to say...it seemed like I did...Well I'm off to Subway! Ciao.

Life Starts Now, am I ready?