So I haven't written here in awhile, I've been really stressed and busy lately.
So, for college, I'm not sure what to say...
Classes are going okay, I have a LOT of homework though >.<
Not like SUPER hard homework or anything, just a lot and very time consuming.
Living in residence... I'm not sure how I feel about it really... I feel out of place here honestly, I don't really hang out with the people I technically live with, I don't talk to any of them, I keep to myself and my friends outside of residence, like my friend Lexie in my course and a few others in my course as well as some people who aren't in my course that I know.
I feel like people in residence don't like me, I just feel out of place, even unwelcome...
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe if I actually left my room and talked to people here they'd like me, but I don't know, I don't want to I guess.
I've been really stressed lately, it's been almost 2 months, I'm still jobless, I miss Kingston and my family, friends and boyfriend... I have SO much going on it's ridiculous, honestly.
I won't bore everyone with my problems though.
So I started taking Methylphenidate, which is also called Concerta, it's a lot like Ritalin, for my ADHD and it's also for depression, some of the side effects freak me out, but so far the only side effects that it has caused me is MAJOR loss of appetite and random body twitches, I only started taking them on Wednesday, so it's my third day taking them and in the last 3 days, I have eaten pretty much nothing, I tried force feeding but...it's hard to explain, it's not that I feel full, it's that I can't eat, I just can't..It's really hard to explain xS
Well, anyways, in the last 3 days, I've dropped 6 pounds...that's not normal, I don't know if it's because I haven't eaten or if it's just the pills, because not eating for 3 days shouldn't cause you to drop 6 pounds.
So by now, I'm sure EVERYONE knows, I have a tattoo of a bird with the words "I'm free" written underneath it !
I completely love my tattoo. I am very happy with my decision to get it!
I have another tattoo planned, probably my next one, for my 18th birthday I want to get the quote
"Mother is God in the eyes of a child"
from the movie Silent Hill.
I am most likely getting it on my left foot, not 100% sure if that's where I will get it but it's where I want it right now.
Opinions, the font and size and placement look nice?
So everyone knows I LOVE the movie Silent Hill and have been dying for a second one for 6 years, I first saw it when I was 12 at my friends birthday party sleepover. I was scared shitless xD I was BEYOND excited when I found out there is finally a second one coming out this month, though it looks a lot different and I don't know what to expect really, I know a lot of new characters and monsters and such will be in it.
But it's my second favourite movie, right after 50 First Dates.
That quote was said by the cop first, Officer Bennett! and then near the end it was said by Rose, Sharon's mom, or adoptive mom.
But it is true, as a kid and even now, I am close with my mom, I go to her for advice and look up to her.
I love my dad and look up to him and go to him for advice too, obviously, and I will get a tattoo for him soon but I haven't decided what yet.
Anyways, I think I will wrap this up now.
Life Starts Now, am I ready?
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