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Monday, November 26, 2012

35 Facts About Me.

1. I have ADHD. I was diagnosed with it when I was 7 years old.

2. I get bored of the way I look and dye my hair or dress differently (One day 'girly', the next day 'scene').

3. I have 2 tattoos, the first one I got without permission and I was 17.

4. I have Depression and am easily upset or stressed.

5. I am not a big fan of chocolate.

6. I hate baths. You're laying in your own filth.

7. I get sick VERY often. I (pardon my word choice) vomit at least once a month. 

8. I am not afraid of needles. (Pierced my own smiley 3 times, and will be again soon as well as my own lip)

9. I love reading and writing.

10. I'm way to hard on myself.

11. I am very open minded and believe in supernatural beings (Ghosts, vampires, witches, etc...)

12. When I was 10 until I was 13 I was anorexic. Not because I thought I was fat, but because I had just moved to Hawaii and was paranoid there would be bugs in my food.

13. I refuse to drink tap water. Only water bottles.

14. I hate pop/soda. 

15. I don't drink alcohol. I don't like too.

16. I have a bad habit of chewing on my tongue and grinding my teeth.

17. I would go back and change parts of my life. Even if I wouldn't be me any more. I'd probably be someone better then myself.

18. I am afraid of not being able to see. (I like the dark, I just dislike not seeing)

19. I used to take Gymnastics and would love to do it again.

20. I feel guilty when people look up to me because I don't feel like a good role model.

21. I hate being unnecessarily wet. (Just out of the shower or a pool, or getting stuck in rain. I like being dry.)

22. I have a habit of biting and picking at my lips, so my lips are always cracked/dry/cut.

23. I am obsessed with body lotions and body sprays.

24. I am allergic to all of my favourite things (Animals, trees, grass, certain perfumes, certain body lotions, etc...)

25. I have ridden an elephant. lol

26. I like taking pictures because I can look back and remember where I was and what I was doing when I took it.

27. I've never been stung by a bee.

28. I am PETRIFIED of spiders but love Spider-Man.

29. The superpower I want the most is Teleportation.

30. I don't put much thought into some things I do. I am pretty spontaneous.

31. My top 2 favourite bands are Marianas Trench and Three Days Grace.

32. I love making youtube videos so I can look back at myself and laugh.

33. I would sacrifice myself to save my dog.

34. I am addicted to Tumblr. Seriously. It's probably unhealthy.

35. I am the biggest clutz I know. 

Monday, November 12, 2012

Birthdays, Rings, Pets, Rants, Clothes, Labels and Me.

Hello,
So I think it's been awhile since I've written here, nearly 2 weeks now...
I'm doing much better, my throat doesn't hurt any more, though occasionally it will, but it's nothing serious and the swelling has definitely gone way down as well!
Most people know by now that on Saturday I got my second tattoo, I chose not to get it on my foot but instead got it on my arm.
And of course it says "Mother is God in the eyes of a child"
which I got from the movie Silent Hill.
I am very happy with how it turned out!
The placement and size is perfect!
This tattoo was a birthday gift from my parents n.n

I was in Kingston this weekend from Thursday to Sunday, I got to be there for Billy's birthday :D <3
I had such an incredible time, and with Lexie coming as well to meet my family and boyfriend it was just awesome.
My parents bought a cake since my birthday is Nov. 1st, Lexie's is Nov. 2nd and Billy's is Nov. 11th it had ALL of our names on it, but they surprised me with getting a Spider-Man cake <3
Which was delicious might I add :3
I would kill for some more now, but it's in Kingston :/ it will probably go bad before I see it again.
My actual birthday may not have been very good, but being in Kingston definitely made up for it!
My mom took Lex, Miranda, Billy and I out on Saturday and we went all over the place, to the mall, to Sally Beauty Supply, Michael's Craft Store, Wal-Mart, AND Buddha's Belly, which is where I got my tattoo.
Let's just say a lot of money was spent xD
So most people should also know I bleached my hair again too dye it purple!
Not the best picture to show off my new hair lol but it's the best I have for now!
and this is my new kitten, Sophie, the one my parents bought because the house felt empty without me, she is my replacement -.- but she is absolutely adorable, I swear if I were a cat, I'd be exactly like her. xD
Sorta blurry, but still, she reminds me of a cat version of me x3
She's kind of a spaz too xD

Something else that happened in Kingston was that Billy bought me a birthday gift, though I got it 10 days late because I wasn't in Kingston on my birthday haha
He bought me a ring, sterling silver, it's absolutely gorgeous! 
HE DID NOT PROPOSE THOUGH!
Before people make assumptions. It is a promise ring.
I also wear it on my right hand. n.n
It's really strange for me because nobody has ever bought me a ring before, I mean, my parents and family have, but nothing like this.
It's honestly one of the nicest things I own.

I also got 2 new pairs of shoes! As well as some gorgeous new shirts and a dress from Garage, a place I never imagined myself shopping at back in grade 7-11!!
It's so weird because my style hasn't necessarily changed...but evolved? I don't know how to explain it haha.
I love the same clothes I used to but I also love other clothes, things I used to say looked weird or ugly I like now. I don't think I really have a style, I buy clothes anywhere really, if I see something I like, though my favourite store is still Hot Topic, I don't really have access to one often.
So I love Garage, Spencer's, Value Village, Walmart, Stitches, Urban Planet and a wack of other random places :3
I often get called "emo" though, or "scene" but really, I'm neither...One day I might dress in all black and the next I'll be a rainbow, but just because I dress in all black doesn't make me goth, because I dress in blue jeans and a white shirt doesn't make me a prep. I'm just me. 
I like dying my hair, I like tattoos, I like piercings, I like random assortments of clothing and it honestly bothers me when people label me. I'm not a cereal box.

Sorry for my mini rant lol. Just sort of got on the topic.
Any ways, I have had some other things going on as well, like a job interview last week, I don't know if I will get it, but I really want it, the job seems fun and pretty laid back, I also love the store!
I guess we'll have to wait and see though.

As for other news; I have been really stressed lately and getting neck and back pains :/
I feel like I am falling behind in classes and just...yeah.
Being home over the weekend was so fun, no stress, I was relaxed, had time, no expectations.
Back in Cornwall, I feel like I'm drowning. 
I have so much I need to do and I get so overwhelmed that I don't know where to begin.
Today I started taking Ritalin. Let's see if this helps get me back on track.

Well, I guess I should end this now before I literally write you guys a novel lol.

Life Starts Now, am I ready?